FckMainstreamShit

Cant I have all the guys in my foot? Damn it the amount of ppl that i like is fucked but thats just day to day thing. The worse is that type of crush who you cant forget even after years since you last saw him. Thats some bs that i kinda forgot because the bs that happening right now well yeah.  Obvi there are lots of people involved and at the end i fucking hate my choice or not still unsure because of the fucking unlived moments with the other peorson. and i am always like damn it how would my fucing life be right now if i was with him.  This stupid story began when i came back from living abroad for 2 years. Of cource i had no friends not bacause i was in another city or another school but bacause friends lets be fucking honest they are not smt you can trust they are just for the benefit but once the weights are agaist you hah they you will be stabbed. Okey betrayed. And i am not blaming anyone cuz i am gonna do the same. Yeas i mean i wont be the good which everyo...